Wednesday, 18 June 2014

Exhibition photos #1






Private View of my exhibition

Last night at 6 O'clock the doors to the exhibition opennnnnneddd! It was a brilliant night and it was so nice to finally see everyones finished work. I was so very proud of everyone for doing such an amazing job, i was immensely proud to be a part of it. I didn't managed to talk to many people about my own work as i was very busy showing my parents around at others and also getting the chance to look at all the exciting work around. Hoverer, i did over hear a few people talking about my work and it was very warming to hear their reactions, which were much more positive than i could have imagined. One persons comments struck a chord more than any other though. Pete Float, the 3D tutor for our foundation group came to me and congratulated me on my work and he has enjoyed very much seeing its creation and development. This coming from him, whom i haven't had many chances to talk with, made me feel very happy. My parents reactions to show also surprised me, although my dad didn't say too much about my work i could tell they were immensely proud of my work and they also enjoyed looking at all the wonderful creations my peers had made.

Final piece progress.

As it is now coming to the end of my Foudation year and our exhibition is now open I thought now would be the time to share the progression shots of my final peice and its final outcome.


I started off with painting this in the bottom corner, un-primed,  at first i was happy with it, but on
finishing then coming back to it i realised that it was far too detailed and small to start off with.
On the next session with it i primed over the section and all the other parts of the canvas and started
from scratch. Painting on un-primed canvas was too tough and took up too much paint.   





Once I had primed over the orginal start i had done and it had dried i started again, but for this,
because i knew it would now take far more paint than i had ever expected, i came prepared with houshold
wall paint of blue, yellow, green and orange and also paint rollers, which made things alot easier,
especially when taped to bamboo sticks. Once the base coat layers and sections had been built up enough
I grabbed my acrylic paints and started adding even more layers. The idea of this peice was to
build up layers upon layers of different emotions and stories.
 
 
 

The third session on this was to fill up what i considered to be empty spaces, and for this i used
acrylics, building up more layers and also adding onto existing parts, giving them
further feeling and allowing them to tell more than just one story. Once i had got to this point
i was very happy with it and thought that i could not do anything more in order to evoke amd tell what
i wished to tell. My final peice was finished.

Sunday, 25 May 2014

Mother, MOTHER

The other day after my girlfriend told be about a book she was reading and how amazing it was it really got me thinking 'I really ought to read more' or just actually read at all for that matter. I am really bad when it comes to devoting myself to reading a book, even though I took A level English and love writing and using it in my work. I was determined to get into a book and found myself looking at the books at my shop to buy. SOOOO many caught my eye and it was so hard to tear me away from some in order to chose others. But one out of all there caught my eye. 'Mother, MOTHER' by Koren Zailckas. I have only got a few chapter in at the moment but from the second that I started turning the pages I haven't wanted to stop. A definite page turner, its dark, mysterious and raw. I AM IN LOVE.





CANVAS TIME!!!!

In the last couple of weeks I have had a few talks with one of my tutors, Eric. In these chats he gave me the idea of getting together a canvas that is 'George size', the width of my finger tip to finger tip and the height being my height. On this canvas I would paint, instinctively, using my moods and emotions but rather than just using it for one session and moving onwards Eric suggested going back to it, adding bits, taking away other parts and doing this again and again every time I get that urge to paint and deal with my emotions. This way he said I will find it much easier to deal with my emotions as I wont be simply painting and moving on, I Will actually be dealing with and coming to grips with the painting and my feelings on the canvas. Last week I managed to finally come around and make the canvas. I had decided though that I wanted this canvas un-prepped and un-stretched. This was because of the idea that the painting was going to be an extended piece and I am unsure how long it will be until it has finally come to completion. So by having the canvas loose it means I can unpin and move it where I wish, and move it about so that I can reach certain parts as it is rather big. But I finally got it up, and have actually started painting on it, but I shan't be posting the progress shots as I want to keep it hush hush because I am very very possibly using it for my final. 


Saturday, 3 May 2014

Charity football match for Diabetes UK



It was a good month ago that whilst working at Tesco I noticed that our branch were holding an inter-store charity football 
match at a local football ground. It had been a while since I had played the game, giving it up two years back due to work commitments and college work, but I was eager to take part. I was especially eager as I also saw that our stores charity this year was in fact 'Diabetes UK'. Diabetes UK is a great charity that 'help people manage their diabetes effectively by providing information, advice and support.' and much much more, all of which can be found on their website http://www.diabetes.org.uk/. This fantastic charity is also close to my heart as my Grandad has suffered from Type 2 diabetes for over half his life, a few years back coming extremely close to a coma. My girlfriends 9 year old sister also has the disease and has multiple bad experiences with it. 

Last Sunday was game day, and we had such a great turn out from both the participating players and also spectators. Each player gave a donation of £5 to play and all money made at the bar also went to the charity. Although I was extremely out of shape and came close to cardiac arrest it was a very fun filled and exciting day. My team won 8-2. 
Just yesterday it was posted up at work that we had in fact raised just over £370! This was fantastic, and i was very proud to have taken part. Because of how well it all went it has been decided that yet another charity match is going to happen, this time against West-Durrington Tesco rather than ourselves. I don't think i have been asked to join in with the actual playing this time as a strong team has been chosen (we need to beat West-Durrington) but i am definitely going to watch, and donate :) 

Saturday, 18 January 2014

See no evil 

3 People 

Animal Encyclopaedia: Humans 

Chimpanzee skull on human skeleton





Booth Museum of Natural History


Along with the Svankmajer exhibition, on the 18th November, i visited the Booth Museum of Natural History in Brighton. The Booth museum is the personal collection of taxidermy collected by Edward Booth in the late 1800's. On his death, as he had no heirs, Booth gave his collection (the museum) to the peoples of Brighton and Hove. His collection includes that of birds, butterflies, fossils and skeletons, the museum even has a nearly complete skeleton of the extinct prehistoric dodo bird.What i loved about this museum, even if it did seem a tad cruel, was the fact that i could see the real minute details of the birds and butterflies that are near impossible to see in everyday. Booths collection of butterflies was especially great, filling close to three whole rooms. Before visiting the museum i did not think it possible for there to even be that many types of butterflies, and their beauty was so incredible! it really made me marvel at how beautifully fascinating and amazing the creation of life really is.
There was also one other thing that impressed me ever so. This was the museums collection of aninmal skeletons, ranging from something as seemingly insignificant as a newt to the skull of a rhino and the bones of a killer whale. This part of the museum really really impressed me! to see the size of such animals in the flesh. But as amazing as it was this also brought me sadness. For as i viewed the skeletons they were shown alongside information cards, cards reading details such as whetehr the animals were common, rare or maybe even indangered or extict. And the reason this sadened me was that i saw so many animals were told to be endangered or extinct. On viewing the primates my girlfriend said something that struck a cord with me and still does to this day. She mentioned to me at how similar the bones of the chimpanzee and the orungutan were to the human skeleton, which was shown besides. I then got thinking as to how close we are tthe primates and how we too were one of the main blames when it came to their endangerment. On this note i then came to try and persue this argum,ent within my art, arguing on the behalf of those without voices. 








'Inner life of objects'- Jan Svakmajer

On the 18th November 2013 i went to Brighton to see Jan Svankmajers 'inner life of objects' exhibition at the Brighton university gallery. Here i saw samples of Svankmajers incredible 50 year career, from his Imaginary creations in his encyclopedia to the sets and creations from his films such as Alice. I also got the chance to watch snippets of some of his films and a large part of Alice, in which a swimming rat started to make dinner upon the gold locks of the little girl.
This exhibition was surreal. It allowed me to see up close the work of Svankmajer that i before had only seen behind a screen, it was such a pleasure. The works he created were so life like although made out of complete imagination and impossibilities. Out of everything at the exhibitoon there was one thing that hit home for me and made me start thinking in a totally new light. This was Jan Svankmajers Decalogue. I have taken the points in his Decalogue and have and continue to use for myself in life and in my own practice.
The points of the Decalogue read:

1. Remember there is only one form of ‘poetry’. The opposite of poetry is professional expertise. Before you start making a film, write a poem, paint a picture, create a collage, write a novel, essay etc. Only by cultivating your ability for universal expression will you ensure you will produce a good film.
2. Surrender to your obsessions. There is nothing better. Obsessions are the relics of childhood. And the most precious treasures come from the depths of childhood. You need to always keep the gate to your childhood open. It is not about specific memories, it’s about feelings. It’s not about consciousness, it’s about unconsciousness. Let the inner river flow freely through you. Concentrate on it but at the same time relax completely. When making your film, you need to be 24 hours submerged ‘in it’. Only then will all your obsessions, your childhood, enter your film, without you being consciously aware of it. And your film will become the triumph of ‘infantilism’. And that is what it’s all about.
3. Use animation as a magical operation. Animation isn’t about making inanimate objects move, it is about bringing them to life. Before you bring an object to life, try to understand it first. Not its utilitarian function, but its inner life. Objects, especially the old ones, were witnesses to certain happenings, people’s actions, their fortunes, which somehow marked them. People touched them in different situations, while acting under various emotions, and they imprinted onto them these different mental states. If you want to disclose some of these hidden aspects of objects through your camera, you need to listen. Sometimes even for years. First you have to become a collector, and only then a filmmaker. Bringing objects to life through animation has to be a natural process. Life has to come from within them, and not from your whim. Never violate objects! Don’t tell through them your own stories, tell theirs.
4. Keep exchanging dreams for reality and vice versa. There are no logical transitions. There is only one tiny physical act that separates dreams from reality: opening or closing of your eyes. In daydreaming even that isn’t necessary.
5. If you are trying to decide what is more important trust the experience of the eye or the experience of the body; always trust the body, because touch is an older sense than sight and its experience is more fundamental. Apart from that, in our contemporary audiovisual civilization, the eye is rather tired and ‘spoilt’. The experience of the body is more authentic, uninhabited by aestheticisation. But be aware of synaesthesis.
6. The deeper you enter into the fantastic story the more realistic you need to be in the detail. At that point you need fully to rely on your experience of dreams. Don’t worry about being ‘boringly descriptive’, pedantically obsessive about an ‘unimportant detail’, documentaristic. You need to convince the viewers that everything they are seeing in your film concerns them, that it is a part of their world too, and they are submerged in it to their ears, without realising it. You need to convince them about that, through all the tricks you possess.
7. Imagination is subversive, because it puts the possible against the real. That’s why you should always use your wildest imagination. Imagination is the biggest gift humanity has received. Imagination makes people human, not work. Imagination, imagination, imagination...
8. Always pick themes that you feel ambivalent about. This ambivalence has to be strong (deep) enough so you can walk on its edge and not fall to either side or even both at the same time. Only by doing that will you be able to avoid the biggest sin: film à la these.
9. Cultivate your creativity as a form of self-therapy. Such an anti-aesthetic attitude brings creativity closer towards the gates to freedom. If there is any purpose at all in creativity it is that it liberates us. No film (painting, poem) can liberate a viewer unless it didn’t liberate its author first. Everything else is a question of ‘common subjectivity’. Creativity as a process of permanently liberating people.
10. Always put the continuity of your inner vision or psychological automatism before an idea. An idea, even the greatest one, shouldn’t ever be a sole motivation for wanting to make a film. The creative process doesn’t mean stumbling from one idea to the next. An idea becomes a part of a creative process only when you have found the theme that you want to express and you fully understand it. Only then will the right ideas emerge. An idea is a part of creative process, not an impulse for suddenly becoming creative. Never work, always improvise. Script is important for a producer, not for you. It’s a non-binding document you should only return to when your imagination lets you down.
Although I have formulated this Decalogue on paper it doesn’t mean I consciously refer to it. These rules somehow emerged through my work, they didn’t precede it. Anyway, all the rules are there to be broken (not avoided). But there is one rule which, if broken (or even avoided), becomes destructive to the artist: Never subordinate your personal creativity to anything but freedom.
My drawing of Svankmajers puppet from
'Little Otik' 2000 
Pages from my sketchbook. I was inspired by Svankmajers
Exhibition to create my own make belief animal. 










A day out in London: Flipagram video




A few days ago I downloaded Flipagram on my iPhone. Flipagram is an app in which you can put together a series of photos to collectively make a slideshow or miniature film. What I like about the app is that you can too add music of your own choice, choose where the film starts in respect to your music and also how long each photo is shown for. On downloading this from the app store I thought it a good idea to put together a film of a couple of my days out, one of which my day out in London. So... here it is. Sorry about the quality, it didn't transfer from phone to computer very well. The video shows Topshop, Hamleys, and the Apollo Victoria Theatre where I saw Wicked the musical.

Sunday, 8 December 2013

London Topshop

 

On Friday 27th November I took a trip to the capital to see Wicked the musical at the Apollo Victoria theatre. However, as this show wasn't to start until 7:30pm I saw this as a great opportunity to explore the city and do some of the activities I had on my to do list. I was to head to Hamley's toy store, in which I got off at Oxford street. However, on my travel off the tube platform onto the streets above I noticed that this day was in fact black Friday, and I was stuck in the middle at the phenomenal sale rush. This had its good points though, I wandered into Topshop, as I thought this could may be of some worth, see if I could take away anything from the famous oxford street clothing store. I cant say I took Masses away from the shop as a whole, as I was quite let down with how the store was kitted out, I expected it to be far more fancy and 'fashiony'. But saying that, there were two aspects that I found fascinating. I loved the pink trees! the colours they used, with the vibrant pink and the cute little violet lights was very cool, it stood out, and the way that the glow sticks, that too were pink lit up the trees created very nice contrasts of pink. I too loved some of the models they used, I have photographed some of these. Its not so much how they are dressed, although I love the studded mouth covering flower ear muff things (they were cool, and different) but more about how realistic they made them. the positions they held the models in to the make up and hair gave me a really crept out and eerie feel whilst walking past these, they were so creepily realistic. But also the way they made it seem as if the models were actually moving down the catwalk, they had such presence and dominance in the room.






















Monday, 21 October 2013

Extended Research: Africans in the Renaissance



After Toby Warner's seminar I thought that I would have a go at researching black Africans in Renaissance art to see if it was as easy to find material as he stated so. And as a matter of fact, it was extremely so, if not even easier! So as I searched through the countless images I thought I should gather a small selection of the works to reference to Warner's seminar that I wrote about previously.

If you were to do the same as I, and research this stunning but also boggling subject I would have to recommend visiting The Walters Art Museum's website. This is down to the fact that this Baltimore museum held an exhibition specific to this subject. From October 14, 2012–January 21, 2013 the Walters Art Museum opened the 'Revealing the African Presence in Renaissance Europe' exhibition which was dedicated to exactly as it says on the tin. This exhibition is doing proud the points that Warner was making early in his seminar, that peoples of black African ethnicity, although feature quite heavily in the works of the 1400/1500's, are not shown openly, leaving them out of the history books, and out of the class room altogether. This website and exhibition do a fantastic job at highlighting the importance of different ethnicity in everyday life but also within art. 













‘Creative industries seminar’


 
‘Creative industries seminar’

With Toby Warner

Black history walks London
 

 On entering the main theatre and being given the handout for the seminar I immediately thought to myself that this, yet again, is going to be another one of those assemblies that had bored me to death all the way through high school and Sixth Form College. Throughout my school and sixth form years I had been given the same boring assemblies and talks about the same kind of boring, uninteresting, un-affective subjects. Toby Warner changed this.

This seminar was not at all boring, far from it actually. Full to the brim of information unheard and unseen before with an extremely confident, comfortable and charming speaker meant that I found myself wanting to be sat there listening. With my ears opened wide to every word spoken I didn’t feel as if time was at all wasted, which is the norm for me when sitting through two hour seminars.

In the two hours Warner spoke about the portrayal of black peoples in the media and other Medias and did a marvellous job at gauging my attention by specifically focusing on my subject specialism of art, which I was very thankful for.  He began his lecture by introducing a series of images ‘found on Google’ that spanned back throughout history. These pieces of timed artworks depicted men and women of black ethnicity in highly regarded and respected positions such as saints and priests., which dated back as early as the 1400’s.

Such artwork being unknown to me, this was mind blowing but also rather shocking and upsetting at the same time. It was horrible to think that these images had been held back from being shown to us as we grew up, for no arguable reason. Even now, as I am completing my further college year, nearing higher education and university, I still see a lack of if not any images such as those I was shown sitting in Warners seminar.

Warner did a momentous job of opening my eyes to the racial unjust and racism that we today live in. I shall use such thoughts that Warner provoked and helped create inside me not only within my practice, helping it grow that extra layer, but also in my day by day life and how I look at things.

I would say if you ever had a chance as to watch one of Warners lectures or partake in one of his walks or shows then definitely take that chance, with both hands, because honestly, it will totally change the way you see things. It did for me.

Friday, 18 October 2013

Contextual Horizons Research: HAMLEYS

 Hamleys Toy Shop... 

http://www.hamleys.com/
... is my fourth choice in my research to expand my contextual horizons. I have never before been to Hamley's so I don't know exactly what to expect or what to actually gain from the experience. However, hearing from those experienced in this toy store department I am rather excited! I've been told so many great things about this place that I wish I could just go there now as I am speaking, well writing. Although Hamleys is a toy shop and may seem a bit of a doss, I feel that visiting this place will be an asset to my practice. With masses of toys, games, sweets and all that children dream about this could be of great advantage to gaining experience in both the illustration and also graphic designers field. I could get some great observational work done here, whether that would be photography or be it drawing. I don't just aim to stare at all this marvel, but I also wish to play with products, taste sweets and even possibly talk to some of the staff that work there, so that my experience of the place is as great as it can be. I want this trip to be able to open my mind up to that of a child so that I can then use it within my practice and further my thoughts when creating artwork or even when time comes to reflect. London is not too far, and is within a 2 hour train journey. I will be making a whole day of this trip, with Hamleys as my only destination within London, so Big Ben will have to wait. Photos and a review and reflection of my trip will be posted once I return from this fabulous adventure. Its like I'm a kid again! 

Contextual Horizons Research: 'Subversive Design'

Sebastian Brajkovic, Lathe v Red, 2008.
Courtesy Carpenters Workshop Gallery
My third activity I have chosen to visit is the ‘Subversive Design’ exhibition being held at the Brighton Museum and art gallery from 12 October 2013 to 9th march 2014.
 As an exhibition that ‘subverts your preconceptions and challenges your relationship with objects you use on a daily basis’ I think that this is an opportunity that I would kick myself over if lost. It’s a perfect chance to see how these designers and artists have thought ‘outside the box’ to create the artwork on show which can only help me progress in my own practice. A personal target for myself is to always try and push, if not, break the boundaries, to extend past what is expected and I think this Exhibition is a superb way of aiding me in this challenge. I am excited to see how exactly the designers and craftsmen 
on show, such as Alexander McQueen, have tackled the idea of changing perceptions and preconceptions, taking the everyday and manipulating it in such a way.
I am very giddy about this one, I haven’t really much idea of what things are going to be like, and I have never really focused in on design and craftsmen element of art yet before, so this too will be a great way of expanding my subject area knowledge which will only do me justice.

The admission cost for this exhibition is a modest £6 for adults, concession and disabled £4, B&H residents being free and children under the age of 15 go free.

I shall report back with thoughts, reflections and a review of the exhibition once visited.

I am quite buzzing :) 


Thursday, 17 October 2013

Contextual Horizons research: 'Between Dimensions'- John Carter RA


The next Activities I wish to complete for this task is to visit the ‘Between Dimensions’ exhibition held at the Royal Academy in London, specifically the Tenant Gallery. This exhibition held by the RA is showing the works of RA John Carter. The reason in which I chose to visit this exhibition especially was not just because of the works of Carter but because it is showing the transformation and journey his work undergoes, from ideas to sketchbooks to the final finished piece. I think this will allow me to see firsthand at how a professional working artist reflects on his work and how he develops these reflections. This will help me gain vital experience which will allow me to better my practice using and improving my own reflections, as it is a target of mine at college.   

http://www.royalacademy.org.uk/exhibitions/the-tennant-gallery/john-carter-ra-between-dimensions,480,RAL.html 
This exhibition is to be held at the Royal Academy in London from, the 2nd October 2013 to the 16th February 2014.
Opening times:

Tuesday–Friday, 10 am–4 pm
Saturday and Sunday, 10am–6pm                            
John Carter RA,
'Matrix', 2012. Oil on cut paper
, 475 x 475 mm. © the artist.
Photo: Peter Abrahams, Lucid Plane





Contextual Horizons Research: 'Inner life of objects'- Jan Svakmajer


The first of my 5 activities I researched and chose is the ‘inner life of objects’ by Surrealist film artists Jan Svankmajer. This galley is to be held at the Brighton Universities Sallis Benney Theatre and University Gallery in celebration of Svankmajers marvelous 50 year career in the business since his first ever film. The Gallery is open from 11/10/13- 2/12/13, Mon-Fri 11am-7pm ,Sat 10am-5pm. This show, being a celebration of his 50th anniversary will be displaying “sets and decors, puppets, costumes, drawings and storyboards from many of his acclaimed films including Alice, Punch and Judy, Lunacy, A Quiet Week in the House, Little Otik and Surviving Life”. “Alongside these artifacts from 50 years of film-making, THE INNER LIFE OF OBJECTS presents prints and sculptures – including imaginary beasts assembled from bones, shells and stones – in his Historia Naturae series, made by Jan Švankmajer between 1972 and 2012”.


The reason in why I thought that this would be a good activity to ‘expand my contextual horizons’ is that I have always been very intrigued by video art. I have always wanted to attempt it but with my previous sixth form college I never go round to it. Having the chance to see such an array of work by a master of the film making industry can give me an inspirational push towards finally overcoming my fear and finally taking my first step into the subject area. I have added in a hyperlink onto the page that I had found which allowed me and notified me that such an event was taking place. I have also added one of Svankmajer’s films that I found most amazing.  
http://arts.brighton.ac.uk/whats-on/gallery-theatre/gallery-events/gallery-exhibitions-2013/october13/jan-vankmajer-the-inner-life-of-objects

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRe6nnoaGEY